Evening

I'm tired as usual........going to a meeting. Made prefab chicken sandwiches for dinner. Worked hard today at work........could use some coffee.........kinda depressed............feel kind of lonely.........scared shitless about this treatment for my liver/Hep C......don't want to talk to Leroy about him and scare him..............no one really to talk to about it even if I wanted to.......and I guess I do or else I would not have put it in here. I don't want to be optimistic and strong. I want to whine and be scared. I want to be weak for a change........mmmmmmmm.........that sounds familiar.........