I may need help soon.

One thing that never changes is that my life is always crxy.  But I never though things would happen like this with Jake in Prison, and Georgein the trouble he's in because of me.  It is my fault.  My GUALT is enormus.  I feel like  I amd dying everytime I think about it and George brngs it up and blames me for it almost every day.  Leroy helps with the suffering around here.  I don''t know what's up but I am glad I have the girls.  With George messing with me about guilt so much that I can't even stand to talk to her.  One day my guilt is going to kill me.  I hope I cam bring so joy into the world in the mean time.