Friday, June 29
One thing that never changes is that my life is always crxy. But I never though things would happen like this with Jake in Prison, and Georgein the trouble he's in because of me. It is my fault. My GUALT is enormus. I feel like I amd dying everytime I think about it and George brngs it up and blames me for it almost every day. Leroy helps with the suffering around here. I don''t know what's up but I am glad I have the girls. With George messing with me about guilt so much that I can't even stand to talk to her. One day my guilt is going to kill me. I hope I cam bring so joy into the world in the mean time.